My baby, Princess M turned 1 month last 16th July. Turn of events that took place on that day will probably remain fresh in my mind till the end of time. And I mean that literally...
It was a day to rejoice that we lasted a month but instead things happened as God will them to be even though you planned it differently.
It was a day I realized how much fear I have at the thought of losing my children. It was also a day I realized how much love I have for my children..to a depth that I thought was impossible and I have never seen before.
It was something I regret and I am really praying and hoping that I won't have to make up for it...if I do it will be something I have to commit to my entire life.
Maya, I truly apologize for the bad judgment call. The last thing I want is for you to get hurt. I love you with all my heart and I will probably feel this regret my entire life. Like your sis you are my angel and I would sacrifice myself for only the best for you. Never a day that go by that I don't truly regret what happened. People say it is normal and that I have nothing to worry about...but these things don't happen to me...so I totally blame myself...I love you my baby...with all my heart and soul...
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